"I am probably being a jerk as always....just take my word for it. It's not you, it's me"

What am I supposed to say next?

"Ookay...so you like being a jerk?
you prefer being a jerk?
you'd rather continue to be a jerk than change?"

Actions speak louder than words...

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Bitterness is contagious...
I refused to be overtaken by this bitterness
I don't want to have this bitterness standing in the way between God and me
so God help me